to my true friend madelene..

let me tell you this one, i have a friend whom i trusted so much, i have given her advices and shared some words of God. but one day i realized so many things, i became so much irritated to her every time she text-ed me. all the things that i said was so rude, i know she was hurt but i have to do that so that our relationship will stop at that time, i thought that when i did that, i will not become irritated to her but it did not happen. there was a time when i really missed her as a whole, i mean, her laughter and thoughts about her family. i guess that was they called "trial of friendship" because even i hurt her so much she still values our relationship. i was just thankful that she's understanding  more than i know.

i have so many friends that's so understanding but they left, but you you never left even if i forced you to leave me.

thanks for being such a good friend, i hope you will be able to read this. now i realized how precious are you.