let me tell you this one, i have a friend whom i trusted so much, i have given her advices and shared some words of God. but one day i realized so many things, i became so much irritated to her every time she text-ed me. all the things that i said was so rude, i know she was hurt but i have to do that so that our relationship will stop at that time, i thought that when i did that, i will not become irritated to her but it did not happen. there was a time when i really missed her as a whole, i mean, her laughter and thoughts about her family. i guess that was they called "trial of friendship" because even i hurt her so much she still values our relationship. i was just thankful that she's understanding more than i know.
i have so many friends that's so understanding but they left, but you you never left even if i forced you to leave me.
thanks for being such a good friend, i hope you will be able to read this. now i realized how precious are you.
i think it was monday when i got busy, i've got a message from my "friend" she just said that she was so much excited to tell us something before her birthday. and yet i was really excited then. the next day she texted me that she has to leave the group so as the friendship, i don't really understand, she said "i hope you understand" but how can i understand if she didn't say anything?, i don't see anything wrong about me i mean i haven't done anything that will cause her pain.
so i was hoping that day that she should have not said goodbye at least we don't feel any hurt, i mean she could have go not telling us..
this time maybe God made me realize that "all people around you that you felt care for them and for you are not true, they are temporary, people tend to hurt you not because they love you but they love to hurt you", it was my idea to care for her, it was my intention to love her as i am...i think God told me that all on earth are made for me but not all can go with me. God made me realize that he's the only one who cares for me more than anyone.
hurting me isn't my loss, but your loss...i was just confused that i didn't share my thoughts about God and you. I hope one day someone will be sharing his or her knowledge about God, it's your thing if you will never recognize it.
some people don't understand why we are very aggressive on sharing the word of God, here is my answer, this is the great commission of God to us, we always want to shout his name and word. maybe some of you think that we do it for our own good but it's not, we invest in account of heaven through serving God but here's the truth the reason why we want to win your soul is that we want to please God. we are not wasting time for nothing, although some people are hard-headed we still gave our best to share all that we know about Christ, it is our own decision to touch your soul but it is you who will choose...
GOD OR SATAN....
think again, what i'm trying to say is that look at who you are now, is there anything unique in you?, do you feel the contentment and satisfaction with your friends?. YOU CAN FEEL HAPPINESS BUT NOT JOY.
who you are turning when no ones looking
your bestfriend now may betray you
your parents may not help you
but God once you called on him
he will answer you
even though you break his heart
he will never turn away from you
when i was young, i don't understand why they're all telling me that i should read the bible. i remember very vividly that time i was only 14 or 15 year old. My family is actually not all born again, they came from Catholics, i am just the only one who were dedicated as a christian. To those who are not familiar to dedication, may i informed you that dedication is like a birth baptism in roman catholics but the thing is we really don't accept water birth baptism, why? actually, it is written in the bible that when Jesus Christ was born he was not BAPTIZED but he was actually dedicated to God. when you read the bible, there are lot of things that you will realized from your belief.
as we go on, 18 years after i met Christ thru the Holy Spirit. it was not self-gained but i just listening to the meaning of the music, of course i was thankful to the ones who invited me to the camp. what is the feeling when Holy Spirit is in you?, i can't say the word but i just felt like all the joy in the world is within me, all the happiness . Because when you are with Christ and he is in you, you can't explain how you feel too much to feel. i still remember my spiritual birth. YOU did you know when is your spiritual birth?.
one of the teachings in Christians is not to touch lives but win their soul and minds, isn't it great that when the God comes we're all rejoicing with him?. do not waste your time on things that are futile instead, do a thing that bring glory to the Lord.
REMEMBER:
YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE IS TO BE LIKE CHRIST
WE ARE HERE NOT TO PLEASE HUMANS BUT TO PLEASE GOD
in this world, we are blind in life. we rather put ourselves in darkness than putting our feet on the rock and seek the light, why? simply because it give us pleasures for some time. i want to be realistic now, i mean, this is all true. the evil doings are the greatest pleasure here on earth but the greatest feeling of satisfaction and contentment is what really life is.
God made an effort to make us, everyone of us is a unique. we are all masterpiece of God but we didn't recognize him. look at your hands, isn't beautiful? your fingerprints, isn't strange that everyone of us has a different fingerprints? for over a million people!.
as human made by God, we are all self-centered if we didn't recognize him. we feel we don't need anybody, we just trust in our own knowledge, but knowledge is meaningless without wisdom. what is the difference between knowledge and wisdom?.
knowledge is the one you read on the books and then you'll keep it on your mind, wisdom is the one who understands your knowledge. in a simple thought, knowledge come from the humans and wisdom came from God.
what i'm pointing is, life is worthless without God we need to understand his importance on us. we are body-like of Christ, God made us in the image of Christ. but you will never see that if you are still in darkness, you are living in darkness.
look on people who are very much famous and rich, they have everything, money and fame but when they fail on something what will they do?. they will take their own life! why? because they don't have Christ in their heart and lives. do you think you can take your life if you are intact with God? definitely not!
AFTER YOU READ MY BLOG...
PLEASE MEDITATE ON IT...
IF YOU REALIZE SOMETHING, GO TO YOUR ROOM AND KNEEL BEFORE HIM...
PRAY AND ASK FORGIVENESS...
SUBMIT YOURSELF ON HIM...
WITH ALL YOUR HEART, SOUL AND MIND..
THAT'S ALL WHAT HE ASK FOR...
